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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

BABYGIRL DAY!

I have a baby. The baby is a “she”. She is the most lovely and adorable person I’ve ever had.

When she calls me “HONEY”, I’m soooo melted.

When she smiles, I hope I can see the smiles till forever.

When she cries, I wanna give her my shoulder to her to lay on.

When she sulks, she’s winning the most comel girl among the babies.

When she’s mad at me, I know she’s not actually mad, she’s just showing her love for me:)

And here I’m proud to say this;

To my sweetheart,

 

H

A

P

P

Y

S

W

E

E

T

22nd

B

I

R

T

H

D

A

Y

!

 

Kepada my babygirl Zunita, semoga panjang umur dah dimurahkan rezeki ye sayang:)

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Friday, not fried-Day..

It’s yesterday.

My last semester’s result was out. Haha What could I say about my result, huh~~

Well, overall is OK, but subject that I failed ghosted me for a minute. I failed my fav subject, which for me, is impossible. I really don’t get it why. I studied a lot for it, but HE knows maybe my efforts weren’t good enough:(

I met with other Japanese friends as well. Averagely, they also failed 2, or 3 subjects. Seems like everyone agrees that last term was the tougest of all terms.

And she’s the first one to know about my result. I told her( that I was sad) and she cheered me up. My mood now now swung. I have my smiles back now. Thanks baby, muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuahhhhh~~~

Anys, there’s good chance for me to graduate in time if I continue to produce such results. It’s not superb, but should be no problem if I were to go back to Malaysia in March 2011. Hehe. 3 semesters to kill!!

頑張って行きましょう~~

Friday, September 25, 2009

満足なハリラヤ.

Today is the 6th day of Eid-Fitr and as the days count, there will be less open houses and less kuih raya in the house. Well, as for me, my kuih raya is so sikit, so I ate all of  them even before the first day of Hari Raya!!haha:P

OK, as usual, people in Malaysia kept asking me the same question.

camne raya kat jepun?

sure ko homesick nak balik kan?

haha padan muke ko, tu lah belajar jauh2 lagi..hahaha..

No matter how happy I am in here, celebrating Hari Raya with my friends at embassy, having jamuan makan malam raya, or any raya activities we did, there’s no way that can deny the fact that I was homesick. Raya in Malaysia is still the best!

In Malaysia I enjoy meeting families and relatives, eating lemang, visiting friends bla bla bla. Waaaa..But, in Japan? Can I enjoy it like I do in tanahair? *Cry out loud in the heart.

Actually, my mom cried a lot(of course because of missing me so badly). Mira, my sis told me that everytime my mom listens to lagu raya je, she definetely would cry like a baby..hehe:P Saaaayang mak!!!

ME? I didn’t cry. But I feel so syahdu. sesyahdu-syahdunya. :((

This year’s celebration was great. I enjoyed meeting friends at embassy, you know la kan, it’s hard for us to meet, and plus, lots of Malaysians came to embassy, Whether Malay, Chinese or Indian, talking and loughing..and also gossiping. ahakss..:P

Some said that about 700 people came to embassy on the first raya, but then I heard some said 400 people. どっち?yang mana betul pon aku tak tahu. Anys, less people than the previous years, due to summer break which coincidentally overlaps with hari raya, and in Japan, we also had 5連休(5 consecutive days off work), starting from Sept 19th to 23th.

The 5連休started from Saturday, followed by Sunday(both are weekends hols) and here the come, public holidays as below,

21 Sept for 敬老の日-(keiro no hi)-Respect for the Aged day.

22 Sept for 国民の休日(citizens holiday) (becomes public hol because the day falls between two other national holidays)

23 Sept for 秋分の日-(shubun no hi)-Autumnal Equinox

According to wiki, this 5連休 won’t happen again till 2015.(haha.won’t be in Japan that year).

Ok, back to the celebration, there’s a fact that I wanna tell you guys.

This year’s raya is the first time for me celebrating it with my girlfriend!

I was lonely as hell before. Even I’m in Japan and she’s in Melbourne, my raya was superb and the best when she’s around me. hehe..Jauh di mata, tapi dekat di hati. :)

The night before Hari Raya, we, Saitamaians had jamuan malam raya. We had takbir raya too. The jamuan was in held in Ridzal’s. All 埼大生 yang tinggal(kecuali Dilla) joined the jamuan. Ridzal, Apros, Razif, Iqbal, Edi, Cikun were the bujangs, plus we had 3 families(Peja’s, Abg Hazli’s, and Sinyu’s) and we had extra 4 guests from Yamagata led by Padil.

The next day, Raya Pertama, we together went to embassy and me managed to solat sunat Hari Raya on time. Haha.Kalau dulu memang sengaja lambat sebab datang sebab nak makan je.:P

Then, we had full stomochs at 3 open houses. Mr Redha’s, Mr Tarmizi’s and Pn Siti Zaharah’s. Many of us fall asleep terribly at Pn Siti Zaharah’s. Suckerss.

Right after that, to kill the time for the day, we had some photo scenes in front of Tokyo Tower. Not so interesting, though.

Well, I guess that brings the end of this post.

また~~~

ps: pix kat my facebook.:)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Salam Perantauan from Saitama~

 

kadRaya1

Salam Aidilfitri 1430H ini diucapkan khas terutama kepada ibunda dan ayahandaku, abg reza, mira, nina, mirul dan juga azwin. Maafkan zaini kerana tak dapat nak pulang berhari raya tahun ni.

Khas juga kepada sayangku Zunita Bte Ramli, sesungguhnya kehadiranmu pada raya kali ni amatku nantikan. InsyaAllah semoga raya tahun2 seterusnya kita dapat terus bersama meraikannya:)

Salam lebaran juga ditujukan kepada Pn Zainab Bte Abdul Hamid serta keluarga.

Akhir sekali, tidak dilupakan juga kepada semua umat muslim muslimah di luar sana, samada kenal or tak kenal aku, aku dengan ini mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin. Kalau aku ada kutuk2 ke, ejek2 ke, perli tak ingat dunia ke, or termakan biskut kesayangang korang ke, masa ni lah masa yang terbaik untuk korang maafkan aku.hehe:P

ps: syahdunya bila dgr lagu raya~~isk3 :(

PAK CIK PON NAK RAYO~~

Post kali ini amat panjang. Haha.

Sigh~

Raya kali ini merupakan raya yang ke-2 aku di perantaun. Yang pertama masa aku first year. Masa 2年生(2nd year) pulak aku bernasib baik sebab dapat balik untuk beraya di tanah air. Secara jujur aku nak kata kat sini, beraya di Jepun amatlah bosan. Lagi bosan drpd tengok Senario. Tapi, aku bersyukur, aku berada di kawasan dekat dengan embassy, so, dapatlah berjumpa dgn ramai orang Malaysia kat embassy nanti.

Aku takleh lupa kenangan ayam merah embassy. Amat-amat tak boleh belah. Ayam merah yang disangka sedap lagi berkhasiat tu menyebabkan hampir berpuluh-puluh manusia sakit perut, yang paling teruk kalau menyebabkan mencirit kat dalam 電車(train). Dayat sempai aku sempat tiba di rumah, manakala apun pulak sempat singgah di tandas awam. Haha. AKU? sebab perut aku bertarung habis-habisan menentang penjajah ayam tersebut, aku berjaya melambatkan proses penciritan.

Mmmm. Hari ini 27 Ramadan, bermakna ada 3 hari lagi nak raya.

Beraya di Malaysia bersama keluarga tercinta amat bermakna dan meriah bagi aku, even aku dah 22 tahun sekarang ni. Masa cenonet dulu, tiap kali raya aku mesti riang gembira sampai lupa nak makan nasi. Okeh, aku rasa aku nak senaraikan kenapa aku suka beraya di Malaysia;

  • Dapat kumpul dengan mak ayah, abang dan adik2 aku.
  • Jumpa cousin2 aku yang best.
  • Dapat makan lemang dengan mazola.
  • Dapat duit raya of course!!
  • Main mercun ni mase kecik je

Dulu kalau beraya kat kampung, bila sampai je, benda first aku cari ialah aku nya cousin. Maisara, Khairol, Ila, Kak nique antara sepupu aku yang aku paling rapat. Tu semua belah ayah aku. Kalau belah mak aku pulak, aku rapat dgn makcik aku yang sebaya dgn aku. Aku ingat dulu kalau beraya kat olak lempit(kat Banting), memang dgn makcik aku tulah aku beraya. Berbuih gak la aku terangkan yang aku ni cucu nenek aku.

fact#1 Kampung aku ada 2. satu di Kg. Sg Buaya, Rawang dan jugak Olak Lempit, Banting.

Even semua dah besar2 pon, bila raya mesti kecoh jugak. Kalau semua sepupu aku kumpul, nescaya pengsan atok nenek aku. *Aku ada lebih 70 sepupu, aku antara yang paling besar. Aku pon memang tak dapek nak melayan semua sepupu aku yang kecik2.

Aku ada 3 orang mak saudara aku yang suka cium dan peluk aku kalau jumpa. Yang peliknya, kat sepupu aku yang lain diorang tak buat camtu. Tapi, mak saudara aku tu start cium peluk aku masa raya 2 tahun lepas la. Senang kata, diorang rajin buat camtu sejak diorang hantar aku kat KLIA masa aku nak fly dulu. Memang aku rasa amat terharu. Amat2. Terasa aku ni macam anak buah feveret diorang!! Perasan mode ni!!lol:P

Lagi satu, famili aku tak buat lemang. So, aku amat mengharap makcik aku yang dekat Sg. Buaya, tu yang buat dan bagi aku makan banyak2 lemang. Haha~

Raya tahun ni aku macam biasa beraya kat embassy Malaysia kat Shibuya, Tokyo, lebih kurang 40 minit lebih kalau naik 電車 dari rumah aku. Raya kat embassy cam biasa la, solat sunat raya, pastu jamuan makan sambil beramah mesra. Kalau artis mana2 datang ke takpela jugak hehe. Sembang punya sembang, bila matahri dah naik tinggi melangit, mulalah masing2 siap2 nak balik rumah masing2. Aku dari Saitama ni kira ok jugak la. Dekat jugak la dengan embassy. Kalau yang naik train 2 jam lebeh camtu, tak ke payah nak datang tu. Mmm lepas tengahari tu biasanya budak2 ni merayau2 di Tokyo, pastu barulah balik rumah(Kalau hari raya jatuh pada hari cuti). Aha, ada jugak jamuan hari raya dekat naka-meguro, tempat kediaman staff kedutaan. Yang ni pon mendapat sambutan terhangat drpd students kat sini.

Hehe Raya kali ni jugak aku ada baju raya, khas berwarna coklat, warna yang sama dengan si dia.*ehem2. Ni  first time aku rasa sangat2 tak sabar nak pakai baju raya masa raya first tau.

Raya tahun ni di Saitama dijangkakan tak lah semeriah tahun-tahun lepas. Tahun lepas paling suram sebab time tu embassy tutup sebab ada renovation. Nasib baik aku balik raya kat Msia masa tu.

Umat Melayu kat Saitama pada raya tahun ini pulak jatuh turun mendadak, disebabkan raya jatuh pada summer break selama 2 bulan, so, kurang orang, kuranglah meriahnye kan. maka amatlah tak heran kalau aku cakap tahun ni raya macam tak raya. sob2 :(

Walau camna pon, dah nama pon raya kan, so kenelah do something untuk buat raya tahun ni meriah sikit. Tahun ni jugak raya first aku beraya di alam maya bersama si dia*ahaksss. Raya bersama orang tercinta sememangnya amat aku nanti-nantikan sejak azali aku mengenal erti cinta (kepada manusia) lagi. Thanks a lot sayang!:)

Camna pon, aku bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana aku still dapat beraya, walaupon raya di perantaun je.

Adios~~

Could Mr Myself please stand up~~

This is gonna be some asshole ramblings of mine. Once you read it, don’t regret. If you’re not up to this, don’t read it. Simple as ABC.

rambling#1

I’m not as proactive as before. I mean, not exactly I mean it. It’s just I feel like one. I remember the old myself, back in SDAR, or back in AAJ, I felt very confident in whatever I did. I examined, I drew the best plans I had, and finally had them executed. I even had reliable back up plans sometimes. In easier words, I got things under control.

I know it’s useless if I always look back at what I’d achieved in past few years, unless I take them as my booster to move forward. At times I get jealous when I see my friends are so fired up when they do their work.

I’ve been messing up with myself lately. My body clock was screwed up, Nights become day, so as vice versa. My Ramadan fasting ain’t good enough to compare with others. My eyes turns more blurred. They don’t get enough rest. They feel like been betrayed by their owner.

rambling#2

“Get started by starting”, it’s a saying that I once read somewhere.

And why in the hell I’ve turned to be so unproductive so suddenly. My execution rate’s been slumping. Eventually, I ended up nothing, or half-finished. 中途ハンパ or hangat-hangat tahi ayam. Well, of course I regret it . because I think I could have done better.

rambling#3

This time about MSAJ thing. If Ben, or Boon, or anyone in the committee read this, I wanna say thanks a lot for everything. When I was appointed as one of the AJKs, I was not motivated, because I actually didn’t feel like want to be one. But, I tried to get my act together for it, grasping some pieces of guts and motivations, and I was certain that I could do well.

Still, things got complicated, I felt like I wasn’t one of them. My motivation decreases in time. So as now, though. But I do feel I am the bad person here. I must do my works. They’re  my responsibility. I need to start my engine, shifting up and never turn back.

rambling#4

Here I make a list of what I wanna do during summer break. Yeah, as hell as it could be, not even half of them I managed to accomplish.

  • Working inside my computer.
  • Playing Football Manager 2009.
  • Doing some programming.
  • Studying JLPT.
  • Resting.lol

Huh, I guess that should be enough ramblings from me.

Before I end the call, I have some goodies for myself. Roll~~

Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going.

ps: I wanna thank her for always accompanying me, and for always cheering me up. You’re always be the reason for my happiness and my motivation. You’re the best girlfriend ever. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, baby:)

pss: and good luck with your mid-sem. I always pray for you.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

The confusion.

That time was in the afternoon, where my friend and I did the discussion for the project. As I realized I havent perform my Zuhur prayer yet, I opened the window in my mac, where it showed the prayer times in Melbourne. My friend (he is a Christian) saw the prayer times, and he felt weird why Muslims pray a lot, 5 times a day.

My friend: Why Muslims pray a lot? Why is it 5 times a day?

I smiled, coz as far as I remember, he was not the first person asking me such question.

Me: How many times do you eat per day? Do you eat once?twice? or you don't eat at all?

He looked puzzled.

My friend: Of course I eat at least 3times a day. Why you ask me that question?

Me: See, you need to eat more than once a day. You cannot not eating at all, though u are fasting but still, u need to break ur fast when the time is allowed, right?

He looked even more puzzled.

Me: This is the same like praying. Pray is like a food for ur soul. If u dont pray, ur soul feels hungry. but if u got enough pray, ur soul is healthy. 5 times indicates 5 meals a day, subuh for bfast, zuhur for lunch, asr for tea, maghrib for dinner and isya' for supper.

He tried to argue.

My friend: but what if i dont eat 5 times a day? is that mean I can pray 3 times a day only?

Me: nah, 5 times a day is the best for ur soul. God knows better. That's why He asked to pray 5 times, not 3times. Like if u can get full meals, 5times a day, of course u never feel hungry, ur body feel healthy and good,right?

My friend: Yeah, but I wonder, why I eat 3 times a day?

He keep questioning that to himself. And I leave him with that answer:)

Only God knows better.

Zunitaseriously.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Pedang

I’ve just watched Saladin The Animated Series. It’s one of the most advanced animations produced by Malaysian. Hehe. Really worth watch it.

 

ps: Watching the series, it makes me wanna play with sword, like the bleach.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Simply the best-22

At the age of 22, I was wondering if I have colored my life with the right pattern. To know what pattern I’m looking for, I need some look-backs, some low-egos, some honest reflections on myself and some constructive evaluations that can make amends in my life.

Now, it’s been 22 years since my first breath. And today is day 22 of Ramadan 1430H.

Am I satisfied with my life now? or I have to do some overhauls? err..Why now?

Well, I’ve seen my friends change for good during Ramadan, and hopefully they will constantly keep up the changes till their last journey in this world:)

Back then, I once tried to change my life patterns. I remember one time during my hellish Japanese preparation at AAJ, UM, I wanted to keep my mouth shut, unless I really need to speak. I thought I would feel good about my change, but it turned out that it was like killing myself, because it wasn’t the true me. From that time perhaps, I noticed in myself that, my attitude and how I think will be always flat in time. In other words, I hardly change the way I live my life, either to good or to bad.

But, I know I am nowhere near alim, The maximum number of page I can read Al-Quran there few years are 3 pages, which is bad number. During Ramadan, I’m not regular in tarawikh sessions. But, I do have some intentions to be like one.

Mmmm.

Ok lah till now. Terasa cam membebel pulak.

A week to go before Hari Raya.

ps: sick,  I still need to post about my Hiroshima Trip.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

ME.

 伝えたくて 伝わらなくて
時には素直になれずに
泣いた季節を超えた僕らは
今とても輝いてるよ
それぞれ描く幸せの形は重なり
今大きな愛になる
ずっと二人で生きてゆこう
I wanted to tell you, but I couldn't
Occasionally, before I became meek
The us that passed the season of crying
Now are really shining
Each of the forms of happiness we'd painted are overlapping
Now they've become a big love
Let's go on living together, always

百年先も 愛を誓うよ
君は僕の全てさ
信じている ただ信じている
同じ時を刻む人へ
Even if it were a hundred years past, I swear my love
You are my everything
I believe, I just believe
In the person with whom I carve out a common time

どんな君も どんな僕でも
一つ一つが愛しい
君がいれば何もいらない
きっと幸せにするから
No matter what you're like, or even what I'm like
It's all lovely
With you around I don't need anything
Because we'll surely be happy

雨の中で君を待ってた
優しさの意味さえ知らず
すれ違いに傷ついた夜
それでもここまで来たんだ
かけがえのない 出会いは
奇跡を繋いでいく
思い出 重なり合う
始まりの歌 鳴り響いて
I waited for you in the rain
Without even knowing the meaning of kindness
The wounded night where we passed each other by
Even then, we've come this far
Our irreplaceable meeting
I connect it with a miracle
Our memories overlap
The song from our beginning reverberates

どんな時も 支えてくれた
笑い泣いた仲間へ
心込めて ただ一つだけ
送る言葉は「ありがとう」
To the friends that have supported us no matter when
And laughed and cried with us
I put just one thing into my heart
The words I send are "thank you"

 

百年先も 愛を誓うよ
君は僕の全てさ
愛している ただ愛している
同じ明日約束しよう
Even if it were a hundred years past, I swear my love
You are my everything
I love you, I just love you
Let's make a vow on the same tomorrow

世界中にただ一人だけ
僕は君を選んだ
君といれば どんな未来も
ずっと輝いてるから
Just one person in the entire world
I've chosen you
Because if I'm with you, no matter what the future is like
It'll be shining always

ラララ 〜
La la la ~
La la la ~

 

ps: That’s Arashi-One Love.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Random Reminder#1

 

-When you say it, you do it.

-When you make promises, fulfill them.

 

ps: because I really need to “repair” myself.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Journey To The West~Day 1st

At first, I didn’t plan to go outside Kantou during this year summer break, but as my boredom kept me uneasy at home, I decided to go down, or west Japan to entertain myself. With Ilhami, a friend of mine from TiTech, we went for a journey to Hiroshima, mainly to visit our friend there, Sidek.

Actually I don’t want to write about the trip in so many details. So, I won’t write about how many train we stop, or at what time we transit. Just a brief story will do, I guess. Haha I think because I don’t remember much details, so please don’t mind if I skip them.

me with Ilhami(right) Ilhami and I had a fantastic journey for a week, from 24th August 2009 till 30th August 2009. We used Seishun 18 Kippu, which we found the cheapest way to travel long miles. Its price is 11,500¥. We started from Minamiyono Station here in Saitama not very early in the morning, around 1100 am, and for the first day, we stayed at Hatta’s in Kobe. Thanks Hatta!!

As we expected, the journey really is so tiring, with me and Ilhami always fell asleep in the train. We stopped at many stations, and we tried to keep ourselves busy in the train by reading books, or playing facebook and bla bla.( It explains why my iPhone ran out of battery so fast!! hehe)

ini kaki aku..hahaha

From Minamiyono Eki, we headed to Tokyo first. Then, Ilhami went back to his house to pick up his alien card. We had limited time at Atami and Nagoya. At Atami, I had my legs warmed by the onsen there, which is right in front of the Atami Station(熱海駅).

There is also 商店街 there, which I spent nothing. I planned to buy something to my girl friend there, but I found nothing interesting:( She will get better from other places;) At Atami Eki, there was something so funny. We were already inside the 電車(train), and the door was about to close, and near the door, there were a family, mom, nanny and 2 little kids, boy and girl. The interesting part was the girl cried out loud because her younger bro was still outside the train. Perhaps she was afraid the bro would be missing the train. What a scene!!:) I liked the girl, really!! カワイイイイ!!So cute!!

Atami Station

From Atami, we passed Shin-Fuji, Shizuoka, Kakegawa, Hamamatsu and then Toyohashi. We transit for a while at Toyohashi, and then continued our journey to Nagoya, where we had our “iftar” there.

Oh by the way, from Yokohama we just used Tokaido line. And I never thought Tokaido line is so long and covers most of the places en route to Kansai.

At Nagoya

Because we’re a bit too relaxed, we reached Maibara a bit late. We broke our 3rd day of fasting at Nagoya, in front of convenience store, which I felt like PATI( illegal foreigners). We sit and we ate very simple meals. I ate pringles with milk tea, while Ilhami had Udon and his milk tea too.

hankyu line.

From Nagoya, still with Tokaido line, we moved west to Kobe, where our final destination for the day was 三宮(sannomiya), 2 stations before Kobe. There, we would met Hatta. Thanks a lot to Hatta for his generosity to provide our accommodation for a night.

I admit, along the way, I was missing her so much. I YMed her a lot via my hp, sms her a lot and we talked on the phone. I enjoyed the first day, but it would be better if she went with me;(

Adios.

To be Continued…

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

What else~

Actually I planned to update my blog earlier, yeah mainly about my journey to the west Japan, but once I arrived at home, the laziness of myself had really taken over me.

So, for the time being, I wanna write about something else.

Yesterday there were two significant anniversaries in my life. One is for the 25th year anniversary of my parents’ marriage, and the second, is the 52th anniversary of Malaysian Independence day. Good number, huh.

I called up my mom, wishing her and my dad for the anniversary. My mom was so happy. Very. So was my dad. But for Malaysia, no matter how loud I scream “Merdeka!!”, I feel my Malaysian spirit does not tone up as it should. 1Malaysia by Najib is totally ridiculous! cakap tak serupa bikin!

OK, enough for that.

Next time, I’m gonna write about my journey, though it won’t be so detailed. What I saw, felt and the most important thing, what changes me into being better man.

And thanks so much for my honey, for being so understanding during my whole period of traveling:) thank you sayang:)

Well said, I’m off for today.

 

ps: hope it’s still not late for me to wish Salam Ramadan to all muslim and muslimah.

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