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Friday, February 27, 2009

From a 22 year-old

It’s about my perspective of life in 4 aspects after 22 years of immaturity and learning. Reminder: this post is not fun to read.

1. Making Decision.

Life is all about making decisions. And in some circumstances, whatever you decide could lead to butterfly effect, where it affects other events as well. So, life is not as easy as it’s normally thought. Like everybody else, the hardest part is when running into some problems that needed decision-making ASAP, and quick-thinking skill at that time really makes you better sole, so as we see in doctors. I admire them like I admire my dad. Docs are really trained to possess reliable, lighting-quick decision-making. Hehe..and I love SCRUBS.

I believe things happen for various reasons(particularly that involved butterfly effects). They aren’t simply there. As I get older and older, experiences really make real differences. My decisions now are relatively(compared to my past-self) sharp as it should be. Back then five years ago, I was 17, there were lots of mistakes that I made, especially when dealing with girls.What?What did you ask? yap, I’m a product of all boys school. Salah ke??

2. Hatred and Anger.

From time to time, I trained myself to not to be angry. I learnt to accept people as they are. I like the idea of getting rid of unnecessary thoughts about other persons I deal with. If I were about to burst, I’d rather not to think of it. Life would be much easier and fun in that way.

Beating these feelings are not easy. Who doesn’t get angry after being told that you are pig ass? Or when people blamed you for things that you didn’t commit? I did have that experiences, lots of, and as bad as it looks like, I can’t help but to admit that I as well wanna get angry. Well, up to this time, my hatred and anger towards others are gradually lessening, and I’m happy with that.

3. Boys School.

Back to the past, like when I was in SDAR, my boyish mentality was quite strong. I didn’t get along easily with girls. I don’t know why but I thought girls were troublesome and hard to bare with. Actually, I didn’t really fancy the idea of boys-only or girls-only schools, but as I got used to life in there, everything was much simple.

But now is different. I know that my life would not be completed without her. It’s like Adam and Hawa. Mereka saling memerlukan.

4. Peer Pressure.

I’m always asking myself: Am I peer-pressured?

Peer pressure is something that everyone can’t escape from. Basically, teens have this problem, and so DID I. But that was in the past, where at times I was not myself. My attitude was affected by my peers, I tended to be cool, yeah, of course in effort to conform them. That was damn not-really-cool about the past me. I didn’t like it. It was bull****. Not a clue why I acted like that. Probably after “tasting” life for about 22 years, finally peer pressure is well-handled and I like the way I am now. You should too.

Here and now, my confidence is high and I am a man with OK-level self esteem. I know where I stand in many issues and I don’t simply let anybody to make me deviate from my firm belief. Hehe..I’m winning my battle with peer pressure!

 

Kesimpulannya; walau macamanpun, saya masih budak baru belajar….

Monday, February 23, 2009

Song TAG-JAP Version

Kaedah-kaedah membuat tag ini:

Put Your I-Tunes, Windows Media Player, Etc. On Shuffle.
For Each Question, Press The Next Button To Get Your Answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
Tag 10 Friends.
Everyone Tagged Has To Do The Same Thing.
Have Fun!

SEBABKAN ORANG YANG TAG NI NAK LAGU JEPUN, SO, LIST KAT BAWAH NI SUME SHUFFLE DARI PLAYLIST JAPAN AKU. ENJOY ‘EM, minna-san.


IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
GReeeN-Kiseki

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
BoA-Joyful Smile
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Remioromen-Konayuki

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Hey!Say!Jump!-Dreams Come True
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
LM.C-88
WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
Yui-Life

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Tokio-Sorafune

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Monkey Majik-Together

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Tackey&Tsubasa-Progress

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Shibasaki Kou-Yoku Aru Hanashi Mofuku No Onna Hen

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Jyongri-Unchanging Love Kimi Ga Ireba
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Shimizu Shota-Aishiteru

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Yui-Good Bye Days

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Utada Hikaru-Prisoner of Love

 

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
KAT-TUN-Don’t U Ever Stop
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Maria Takeuchi-Shiawase No Monosashi

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Yuna Ito-Stuck On You
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Yui-CHERRY
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Younha-Orange No Hatsukoi
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Ai-Believe

 

TAG 10 friends?…mmm..Maybe not this time.Sorry.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

The Best Thing In The World

Today, the best thing is happening in my life, and I know it’s the best time to video-post this song.

Enjoy it, Z.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Seminar During Career Fair.

Here's the extra promotion for ASEAN Students Career Fair 2009 on 1st March 2009. If you guys have sempais or friends who are now looking for job opportunities especially in Japan, perhaps this might be one of the chances to do it!

ASEAN Students Job fair 2009 is for both working in Japan and in ASEAN countries.
The companies stated on the poster are the invited companies that will be attending.
This event is only for ASEAN students.Please promote to your friends around.

Companies comfirmed!!!

Nifty Corporation
Itochu Corporation
Furukawa Electric
Daiwa Securities SMBC
Lawson
Kuraray
Komatsu
Plus Electronic Coporation
Mitsubishi Heavy Industries
Panasonic

And others in waiting list!

EXTRA!!!

We will also be organizing seminars during the Career Fair...

1) The know-how of job hunting in Japan
2) The experiences of ASEAN Seniors working in Japan
3) The experiences of job hunting in Japan
*First come first served:) So please hurry and register at the address below:

URL: www.aynjapan.com

update:

Besides career fair, we are also having forums on job hunting.

1) The know-how of job hunting - by Solver Network.
Get to know the right way to do job hunting in Japan, what Japanese Companies are looking for in ASEAN Studets etc

2) The experience of ex-students working in Japanese Companies - by ASEAN ex-students working in Japanese Companies.
Get to know the working environment in Japanese Comapanies etc.

3) The experience of ex-students/students who is got jod offers -by ASEAN ex-students/students who recieved job offers.
Get to know the right approach of job hunting, and share experience from the ex-students/students.

The forums are 50 minutes each, first-come-first-served order. Please be there early to get the placing :) (Will be updated from time to time)

ps: I just copy paste from facebook event.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

My 7 Crappy Q’s

Only for short: To those who have money and have been longing for a Toyota Altezza SXE10, please click this link.

Till now, these questions below are always bothering me, even when I try to sleep.

Some are OK, but mostly they aren’t worth thinking.

1.Why not dodging.

In movies, say we’re watching an accident scene.

  • Who: a walking girl and a speedy car.
  • Condition: mathematically, the girl has only less than 3 seconds to react and avoid the car.

Normally, the girl would be frozen to death, immobile and just wait for the impact to turn her into a decease(because she’s so shocked that she can’t even move). And this is something that I can’t bear with. Look, She has a mere 3 seconds. and according to my experience, given she’s not distracted by a superior parameter(i.e. shock), she might can still duck out of the car.

But, she doesn’t. Well, I’m quite frustrated because her inability to react accordingly within THAT 3 seconds. In other words, I want her to be alive so that I can marry her.LOL

2. Why we can’t see the future.

This has something to do with building time machine and cracking off the time-space dimension. Can we??

The absolute answer: NO.

3. Why we have limited abilities.

It’s absurd to believe HEROES, but I do ponder why we can’t go beyond that boundaries? I guess because we’re not GOD.

4. Why politicians act like shit.

Take a look at what’s happening in Malaysia. Full of Shits, huh.

5. Male versus Female.

Now is the time when Sex Discrimination is not allowed. At times, I wonder what if women nowadays are not working and just being faithful wives to Men? Perhaps we might live in harmony.( if that really happened)

6. Why sometimes I feel Allah is not fair.

I can’t think like that. It’s a forbidden thought and I know that. Damn satan!!

7. Why girls NOW are not loyal

Many of my male friends had bad love experiences with girls they once dated. ME too. And I wonder why that still happened even we(boys, men) are so loyal like hell.

OK, emphasis on still and are so loyal.

Whatever reasons girls have, I’m pretty sure we are now living on the world where female tend to dump on male more frequently that male do. Man outpowered by women? huh.

That might do for now. Answers and comments about all 7 craps are very well appreciated. and remember guys, there will be more craps to come on this blog. Click it, and you will see craps.

haha..the world is going crappie…

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

ASEAN Students Career Fair 2009

As a part of Asean Youth Network in Japan(AYNJ)’s representatives, , I’d like to promote

ASEAN Students Career Fair 2009

◆Venue

Sun Shine City Ikebukuro

【 Exhibition Hall A-3 】
〒170-8630 Tokyo, Toshima-ku, Ikebukuro, 3-1-1

◆Date; Time

1st of March, 2009(Sunday)
10:30~16:30

◆Participants

College students from Vietnam, Thailand, Malaysia, Indonesia, Cambodia, Indonesia, Philippines, Singapore, Myanmar, Brunei, Laos.
* Most openings are for students expected to graduate in March, 2010

for more details, please click here


ps: we have also MSAJ Career fair 2009, and I'll post about that later.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Why blogging?

Only for short: Good Luck to all my sempais(seniors) who will be going back to Malaysia. Wish all of you the best for whatever fields you are in.

A few of my friends used to ask me why I am blogging.

Is blogging fun? What do you get from blogging? Is it a waste of time?

I know some of my friends who are blogging too. Some blog about their lives, some prefer blogging as online diaries, others like to use their blog as an alternative way to berdakwah(preach)

To tell you the truth, I started blogging because I want to level up my English. Since I’m in Japan, the environment isn’t so helpful, because it’s Japanese everyday. I can’t lie to say that I’m proud of my Japanese, because apparently I can speak it well.

Alas, for the first 6 months since I arrived here, it was very clear that my English was slumping, and that made me wonder how to reverse the process.

And here I go, make blogging as kikkake (the turning point) to “overhaul” my sickening English. I don’t care what my friends would say, because it’s about me, not them.

Another reason is, at times, I want to express what I feel, think and believe via words, and that means through blogging as the platform. FYI, “BilaCikunMenulis” comes from this reason. I do feel that somehow, giving “BilaCikunMenulis”(When Cikun writes) as my blog’s title is kind of funny and immature. But, who cares?

Well, I know I am nowhere near professional writers. Here’s the thing, I write what I want to write. Whilst it is fun to write about myself, I start to think it can never be cool. And certainly, I hate being self centric, even though I seem like one. And more, like many of my friends, I pen down craps too!! Craps are still craps, but I’m trying to make better craps here.

And lastly, to those who blog, why blogging??

Friday, February 13, 2009

Finally, the exam’s over..

It’s very common and very not-unusual to me for being xtra-happy like crazy after my exams over. Well, to be honest, I worked pretty hard for my final exams, though I did mix it with goofing around, and doing few different things at once!!

I can’t help but to admit that I do, routinely make vows,err..yeah promise-kind vows, before my academic year start. Oh, please. And yet, even I did realize that I’m slacking off, I continue to NOT study regularly(as written in my vows), and this, without no question, leads to ME, being panicked when exam’s just around the corner.

Having no choices, I have to make every-year-the-same routine-The so-called last minute study!!

And as common as it sounds, it goes like these;

  1. being extra-caffeinated and staying up.
  2. torturing eyes to work overtime(and this lead to RABUN), and worse, the eyes don’t get even a cent!!
  3. racing to how worse I can be sleep-deprived.
  4. as always, ignoring friends like saying,”sorry la, aku ade exam la, takde mase nak keluar".
  5. messing up room. It seems some missile hit my room!
  6. joining it up with unnecessary craps, like watching SCRUBS, or even HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER.

Every time the term kicks off, I make a solemn promise to myself to get my act together. But, at the end, I'll might break it. It’s not like hangat-hangat tahi ayam, but rather like, tahi ayam tu tak hangat langsung!!

Failing to keep the promise is undeniably terrible, but thankfully, that’s the time when don’t-wanna-fail pressure makes the turning point!“Err..I’ve failed actually, due to not coming to class, and I lost my battle even before getting into the exam hall.

For my recent final exams, the pressure helped me a lot to regain the needed momentum, along with the non-stopping prayers from my mom and dad, as well as wishes from my friends.

Yeay!! And Alhamdulillah, generally, I think I did OK with the exams, maybe a bit screwy, if not lucky.

Plus I am so happy that my right hand did an awesome work with my left brain to kill the 計算機システム exam. Fyi, It’s the hardest paper out of all!!

OK.I’m done with exams.

IT’S SPRING!! and it begins with the coming of the long-awaited spring hols. I do have some unorganized plans, but till now, because they all are rough plans, I’m afraid I can’t be sure about where I’m going for the season.

Well, とりあいず,baito baito…..

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Good bye Big Phil

Time to go, MR. Phil.
Slipping down to 4th place proved you as an ASS in Blues valley.
GO shoot yourself!!
And GO coach the Malaysian team, if you DARE.

Should I be the new manager??LOL

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Istikharah.

I’ve just finished Solat Istikharah.

Being realized that this is my first Istikharah after at least 2 years makes me so shamed, so pathetic.

I’d been forgotten that HE is the one who decides everything, and we need HIM to guide us.

Better late than never. Thanks to someone, I could possibly be back on the right track, the track that has been forgotten by many of us, muslim teenagers, including the miserable me.

Just want to be better. Just better.

Again, nothing but just better, day by day, InsyaAllah.

"Ya Allah,aku memohonkan pilihan menurut pengetahuanMu dan memohonkan penetapan dengan kesuasaanMu juga aku memohonkan kurniaMu yang besar, sebab sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang Maha Mengetahui dan aku tidak mengetahui apa-apa. Engkau Maha Mengetahui segala yang ghaib. Ya Allah, jikalau di dalam ilmuMu bahawa urusanku ini........baik untukku dalam agamaku, kehidupanku serta akibat urusanku, maka takdirkanlah untukku dan mudahkanlah serta berikanlah berkah kepadaku di dalamnya. Sebaliknya jikala di dalam ilmumu bahawa urusan ini buruk untukku, dalam agamaku, kehidupan serta akibat urusanku, maka jauhkanlah hal itu daripadaku dan jauhkanlah aku daripadanya serta takdirkanlah untukku yang baik-baik saja dimana saja adanya, kemudian puaskanlah hatiku dengan takdirMu itu."









Doa solat Istiharah.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

KBSR?

KBSR?

Apa tu ye??

Aku ada seorang kawan yang menganggotai KBSR. Dia seorang perempuan. Tinggi orangnya. Cute? boleh lasmile_embaressed. Tapi itu bukan persoalannya.

Di sini aku nak memperkenalkan mengenai KBSR. Menganggotai KBSR itu adalah lebih afdal, atau mungkin aku kena kata yang KBSR mesti dianggotai oleh remaja semua.

Tapi, memandangkan hal remaja, Islam dan sebagainya begitu merebak sampai saat ini, perlukah aku menganggotai KBSR???

Ramai kawan-kawan aku bukan ahli KBSR. Aku ni ikut diorang ke? Tidak, aku je yang nakal. Nakal bukan kerana apa. Mungkin terpengaruh dengan cerita2, tv siri, atau movie2 dari barat, walau dari jepun sekalipun.

Ada orang kata itu lumrah remaja sekarang. Sama ada kita suka atau tidak, remaja sekarang memang begitu, kecuali mereka yang betul2 sangat kuat. Tidak menganggotai KBSR itu adalah coolsmile_shades.

Aku sangat respek orang yang menganggotai KBSR. Cuma aku je yang belum berazam tinggi sebelum aku masuk KBSR.

Mungkin masa(dan juga petunjuk) yang menentukan, wahai KBSR;















Kelab

Bercinta

Selepas

beRumahtangga.


ps: aku tak terfikir lagi nak join.

Friday, February 6, 2009

teknik jawab exam..


ps: Happy Birthday to AfiqMS, my beloved friends. tak sangka ko pon dah tua haha..

Thursday, February 5, 2009

TO BE OR NOT TO BE

My beloved mom and dad, since the first time I could talk, have been stressing the importance of better education to their kids.

I “bought” their words, and I studied while play-playsmile_wink, but I think the most essential part is when the competitiveness gets into play. Surprisingly, it was the one that motivated me(at that time).

Here is when the magical words TO BE OR NOT TO BE is releasing its strike.

The Qs go like this; Do you want to outdo your friends? OR do you want to be no. 1(at my primary school)? Or do you want to study because of you’re in the middle of creating the better you in the future(wow!)? Choose, pal.

As for me, apparently the answer was TO BE NO. 1 among my batch(remember, I’m talking about primary school). From standard 1 till standard 6, I was always ranked No. 1, or 2, and my worst ranking was NO. 3(only once!).

What was so special about being No. 1? What if I say your score in exam is what matters, not crappies like whether being No. 1 or not?

AGAIN, I’m talking about a

kid’s thinking

I, too, was once a kid. And I realized ‘being No, 1 or not” was the main reason why my neurons and cerebrum worked well.

There was a rival, named Mahfuzah Bte Ruselan, who I call her Fuzah, and she was the one who kept pushing me to study(without realising it, though). The two of us were “unbeatable” for 6 years. Anyhoo, she’s now in med world, still alive(LOL), and she’s going to Ireland, if not mistaken.

Scrubs

MY POINT is, you decide what you want to be.

I’m looking for the answer to why I am the way I am now. Why I am in Japan, struggling to damn limit while my friends at kampung are just having simple lives? I was once “like” them too!!

Thinking and thinking back then, It’s me who wants every little thing looks up. I want to CHANGE my family. I’ve had enough when some people demeaned us.

My dad told me there were people who wanted to see us having a “lower” life, “lower” jobs. Thankfully, he and my mom proved them wrong.

OK, why I’m telling you this? It’s because I’m NOT telling you(waddefa...**). I’m telling myself, over and over again, to keep reminding me whenever I’m going black(down).

The ultimate challenge is the Q itself,

”TO BE OR NOT TO BE”.

I know that we, human, have limits to what we’re capable of. But still again, it’s us who turn our future to what it’s going to be like.

In here, I’ve seen some of my friends who’ve given up. I knew it too, studying in Japan, with Japanese-medium, is not going to be kacang(easy). Tough hurdles always get in the way, like 再提出レポ、or 複数試験.

There’re also friends who are always mentally strong. They’re not letting themselves to have bad times. Hats off to them!!

OK, here’s the reasons why I can’t let myself down;

  1. Everyone is praying for me.
  2. I want to show my strong moments to encourage my bros and sisters.
  3. Definitely don’t want to have slumping moments.
  4. I don’t wanna pay JPA(if I stumbled).
  5. I want to be a better muslim, with knowledge.

Yet, I still have two more headaches to go.

To those who still have papers, let’s fire till the end.

Adios.

KEEP FIRING, EVERYONE!!!smile_teeth

ps: need to prolong my motivation, at least until exams are over.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Testing Windows Live Writer

lalalalaTesting…

Testing 1 2 3

OK di sana?

di sini OK!! Di sana Ok ke x?

Di sini pon OK je di sana oii!!

OK, cayalah!!


smile_sarcasticcloud_rain

haha..just testing Windows Live Writer. Seems OK!!

It was a red card that was never a red card

I know that Chelsea were not going to win the game,
but at least a draw was preferable.

What if Frank Lampard was still on the pitch?
Frankly, can you answer it, Mike Riley?

The worst referee ever. Go nuke yourself Mike.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Shereen's tears

If you want to cry, whether burst into tears,
or just tears rolling down your cheeks,
please watch Buletin Utama 28th January.

Or click here

then please move your curser to minute 5:08,
where the Laporan Eksklusif starts.

It's about a 8-year-old Palestinian girl, named Shereen who lost all her family members from the Zionist attack. She vows to take revenge on them. Here, we'll see her crying, which I believe will move every Muslim hearts on earth.


FYI, just to those who didn't know, Buletin Utama is running Laporan Eksklusif about the aftermath of Gaza War from 28th January 2009.

We can trust Buletin Utama for this Laporan(besides sports news), so, I suggest anyone who wants to 'feel' the pain of the Gaza war, watch it and you never regret.

Surely it will burn your spirit more, yes, I mean MORE, to incinerate Zionis to ashes( I wish I had boms).

I'm very moved. Honestly.
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