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Monday, December 29, 2008

i know it!!

Hi Minna-san yo!!

Lately, stuffs around here had been on my side. Of course i could not be happier than that, but at the same time, i'm afraid of the future, afraid of being lonely again.

i was just back from Nagano two days ago, with memories that never be forgotten.
so glad i met new friends. they are more open-minded than i'd personally thought of.
Thanks a bunch JAD fella!!


But,

i can't run away from reality that i face here.

In my pocket, i have no savings at all.opss..not at all.barely i should say.

Money to post to my parents.
Money to save to buy a car, which i am not sure to buy or not.
Money to save for the future, perhaps for my wedding.(hehe now i am available).
Money to have a road trip to Osaka(which still in blueprint).
Money to go to Korea.

Actually, i am quite greedy.
i want this, i want that.
Nak itu, nak ini.
i want EVERY SINGLE THING!!

BUT I KNOW IT!!
i am nobody.
still incapable to do many things.
still learning to be better sole.
still lacking of knowledge.

if i were Doraemon, i certainly have had gone to the past.
correcting whatever mistakes i made.

Certainly it's very true that 'Time is Gold'.

"Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia itu sentiasa dalam kerugian.
kecuali orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amalan kebajikan serta saling menasihati untuk kebenaran dan saling menasihati untuk kesabaran"
Surah Al-'Ashr.

Since i am not doing baito(part time) during this winter break, hopefully i might do something that benefit me, either finish my reading( A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking, and Ungu Karmila by Ramlee Awang Murshid) or doing some programmings.

Or watching everything that i've downloading.which is probably hard to finish, considering that i have hundreds Giga's to watch.

Or blog-hopping, which is currently my no 1 hobby.

Or visiting my friends around Tokyo, which is i should do.

Or going for another snowboarding, which sucks Yens from my pocket.

Well, thanks again for everyone that makes my happier day by day.

Till then,
Tata:D

3 comments:

  1. Thanks a bunch JAD fella!! ---> sme2..haha..!=p

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  2. "they are more open-minded than i'd personally thought of."

    er...what's that supposed to mean? lol

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